I have such a hard time knowing how to share my testimony. Mainly because I don’t ever want to glorify or excuse any of the wayward moments of my life … I don’t want to make an object lesson of my sin or my rebellion … I don’t want any part of what is seen in me to be about me.
Because I’ve lived that way … selfish, self-centered, needing attention, desperate for approval … from you, from everyone, from anyone. Well, anyone but Him.
It’s not that I didn’t know … I was raised in a Christian home, in church, by a family that had for generations served the Lord and continues to do so.
It’s not even really that I didn’t care … I did. I desperately cared and longed to live a life that honored God.
It’s not that I didn’t know how … I had been taught and I had many people in my life who modeled steadfast faith in the Lord.
It’s simply that I made a choice … one choice to take the fruit. It seemed so small at the time – it always does. And that choice led to more choices and more choices. And many consequences and tears and sorrow.
There are some dramatic moments in my story … I’ve made some really bad decisions.
But that’s not my testimony. Because the testimony I have is this: Only God.
Only God can take a scared, insecure girl and give her the gift of communicating His truth.
Only God can bring true beauty from the ashes of moral impurity.
Only God can give new life to one who was willing to take her own life.
Only God …
So that’s my testimony, my declaration of faith. It’s all I have …
Only God.
It’s all any of us have.
Only God.
As John Newton said, “And though my memory is fading, the truth seems very clear: I am a great sinner, and Christ is a great Savior.”
Maybe your story makes you feel unworthy, unloved, useless …
I can relate. But I choose to stand on this sweet truth:
Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old is gone, the new has come.
2 Corinthians 5:17 NIV
I’d love it if you would take a moment to share your “Only God” story with us today.
{Perhaps what I have shared resonates with you. I have written a small ebook about a portion of my journey when the battle between flesh and spirit was very real. I’d love to share it with you … My Life, God’s Grace.}